Heidi Lau

October 1, 2024
Heidi Lau (b.1987) received her BFA from New York University in 2008. In 2021, she was the inaugural recipient of the Green-Wood Cemetery Artist in Residence Program. Her installation Gardens as Cosmic Terrains was shown in the Cemetery Catacombs in May-June of 2022. Her work has been exhibited in local and international institutions, including the Museum of Arts and Design, NY; the Bronx Museum of Art, NY; and the Macau Museum of Art. Lau presented her exhibition Apparition at the Macau-China Collateral Exhibition for the 58th Venice Biennale in 2019. Her work is included in the collections of M+, Hong Kong; Macao Museum of Art; Bronx Museum of Art, NY; and The Metropolitan Museum of Art, NY. Lau lives and works in New York.
Can you tell us about your practice and the themes that you explore?
My ceramic work is modeled after tokens of remembrance—ritual objects, funerary monuments, and fossilized creatures—which are infested, deconstructed, and rebuilt by hand. As one of the oldest and most universal materials associated with productive as well as artistic labor, clay naturally lends itself to the fundamental reconsideration of human activities at large. Reconfiguring fragmented personal and collective memories, I create collections of symbolic artifacts and zoomorphic ruins as the materialization of the archaic and the invisible, taking inspiration from colonial architecture and tenement houses in Macau that have been demolished or gentrified beyond recognition. In the process, I reenact the non-linearity and materiality of the past, molding a tactile connection to the disappearing, impossible identity of home: Taoist mythology, folk superstitions, and colonial history provide essential source material for my exploration of transcendental displacement and nostalgia as the condition of contemporary and future existence. 
For the past few years, I have been engaged with the zoomorphic imaginings of Shanhaijing (The Classic of Mountains and Seas), a text compiling hundreds of geographies and fantastical creatures dated as early as the 4th century BCE. The source narratives of these cross-pollinated species, transmutable beings, and androgynous beasts inform my sculptural conceptions of a mythical space, interweaving anti-colonial, anti-categorical, non-linear thinking with personal histories as an origin of seeded resilience.
One word that comes to mind when thinking about your shows is ‘immersive.’ Reflecting on your solos in Venice, Greenwood Cemetery, and your latest show at Sikkema Jenkins, how do you approach the relationship between the space, the viewer, and your work?
I sometimes feel ambivalent about the word immersive because, in my own work, I actually think so little about the totality of an experience but more about the fragmentation and negative spaces like cracks, distorted shadows, and white noises. That said, I do spend a lot of time in the spaces I will show my work and often reference the architecture of the spaces in some ways when it conceptually makes sense with the work I am presenting. For my most recent show at Sikkema Jenkins, the back room allows me to create an intimate space that is also an entrapment with the tall ceramic totem pieces and singing rocks. 
Your approach to glazing and color exudes a distinct painterly quality. Could you please elaborate on your process and approach to these aspects?
Glazing remains a big source of anxiety for me so I appreciate you pointing out the painterly quality that I try very hard to achieve. I go to the Met to look at many paintings to get myself ready to glaze. Glazing, to me, is like painting with time because you never immediately see how the chemicals and colors react. And with how much I play with layers, even with lots of experience, sometimes the result is still very shocking. I have always thought more about the flow, gravity, and weight of the glaze but recently I have also been drawn to using more monotone colors that evoke a particular emotion from each piece. I want each tiny detail of the piece, even the hidden ones to feel jewel-like and considered.
What has been inspiring you?
I just finished a long stretch of production so in order to replenish, I am rewatching a lot of films by Edward Yang, Satoshi Kon, Ann Hui, and the entire seasons of Sailor Moon. I find myself most creatively fulfilled by (crying in front of) films and videos.
What are you investigating these days? Is there anything we can look forward to seeing in future works?
Investigating is too productive of a word for what I am up to but I have been thinking about my very early ink drawing lessons with my grandpa when he told me to practice drawing bamboo leaves for hours – thousands of little brushstrokes made in the summer heat. I want to make insignificant marks like that again for a long period of time.